We would figure it all out, eventually. On the day he's released, he's greeted by the man who put him in prison. And just as my nose had always remained slightly crooked to the side, the loss of James hadnt healed yet. Meredith was done with Richards shit way before he died, and I think she was genuine with her feelings for him. Before Colborne can make an arrest, Oliver confesses to Richard's murder, using a slightly tweaked version of James' story. Its easy. james doesn't want to be found. Who else could he be expecting? Villains: Wren by mlrio. What was your answer? He was so tense, I almost felt my own shoulders hurt in solidarity to his. On the day he's released, he's greeted by the man who put him in prison. Even by Mel Brooks standards, Spaceballs' villain is ridiculous. For strength, in case no one did. tip: austen words:10000-50000 sort:title. The group agrees to wait for Richard to die, then call the police and pretend he was already dead when they came upon him. James tries to help him, but is stopped by Alexander, who suggests they should let him die and thus end his reign of terror. James and Oliver had a special kind of love unlike ones theyve ever had, why would James want Oliver to never find peace (if he was truly planning on committing suicide)? Perhaps they were just the same, after all this time. Discover short videos related to if we were villains james and oliver on TikTok. It wasnt long before my own tears were joining the one that James had left on my cheek, and, soon enough, it was undistinguishable where his pain ended and mine began. If we were villains _ M. L. Rio Como um dos sete jovens atores que estudam Shakespeare em uma faculdade de elite, Oliver e seus amigos desempenham os mesmos. But whenever you appeared as a choice on the cards, that is the one I picked. It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. When the door is obviously answered by said death-faker (because obviously), the dramatic love birds have to sort a few things out before they can actually get together. Rio. The descriptions throughout this book are captivating. Maybe he had never left shore at all. Work Search: Making sure he was there. The inseparable duo. Oliver Marks has just served ten years in jail - for a murder he may or may not have committed. That is until Filippa sends Oliver James suicide note which references a scene in Shakespeare where a character fakes her own death to live away from the rest of the world. I fell silent, not sure I had a good enough argument to fight that. In the only way that made sense for a method actor who played his role with such reality, such truth. You were someone else, as if you had never come down from playing your character.. I also really liked that the book was divided into Acts as it helped to drive the action and was a lovely nod to the Shakespearean aspects of the novel. . I believe Oliver will know where to look, and I believe they will find each other. Oliver and James return to Lear, only to see Colborne waiting in the wings. And you werent yourself., Stop saying that like I dont know it! Instead, Oliver goes to visit Meredith, now a television actress living in Chicago. The magic of it all, the prospect of a gigantic plot twist at the end of a tragedy, tends to fade when youve lived the consequences of diving headfirst into the characters you were originally only set to play on stage. So that was it, for a while. I had already decided it would be easier on everyone if I just disappeared., Yeah, I thought about that, too. The inseparable duo. The students are briefly questioned by the police, led by Detective Colborne, and Richard's death is ruled a drunken accident. I followed him into his kitchen, where we resumed our previous standing and staring position, but now under better light, where we could properly see each other. oliver finds james alive after being released from prison. A decade ago: Oliver is one of seven young Shakespearean actors at Dellecher Classical Conservatory, a place of keen ambition and fierce competition. Richard is dead because of it, and it cost us everything.. They were wet; James blinked, and a single drop fell onto my cheek. He went about his little kitchen, putting the kettle on and then sorting out their drinks. He didnt dare attempt to find James, worrying what else may befall his troubled mind if his eyes crept their way along James face once again that night. And what will happen to them now?.. Rio, was published in 2017. If We Were Villains, the debut novel of actor and author M.L. I think the ending is supposed to give us false hope that hes alive but I saw his death coming, and I choose to believe that Oliver got therapy and lived his days with Meredith. Takes place after the argument James and Oliver have, they both are honest to each other and provide comfort the best they can, the only way they know how. These members of the original Villains tribe [] If We Were Villains - M.L. But even in those last few months, even when I knew we didnt like each other very much, I liked to believe that there was still some friendship left, some residual love that would have made her think twice. Well, Oliver, what in our godforsaken lives has ever made sense? I mean, sure, Richard mightve been my fault, but youre blaming me for what she did? But I dont think its at Meredith that youre mad. You know why. Dont make it about that., Im not making anything into anything. Second, I never shipped James and Oliver!! For courage, in case someone opened. Leave kudos and a comment if you enjoy it!! The . And she didnt speak to me for a decade because of that, not until I got out and knocked at her door.. I stopped, my monologue hanging in the air between us, the silence waiting for someone to fill it, for a new scene to break. left kudos on this work! Some of the dialogue written out in a script-form, particularly when they are performing or rehearsing for plays. . Because, even then, I knew that if anyone would have an influence in your decision, it wouldve been me. Only difference would be I would have been arrested for a crime I did commit. Forgive me if it eventually got too much for me to stay. He snapped. Youre blaming me? Just finished reading this and wanted to hear other's opinions on the rather ambiguous ending. Watch popular content from the following creators: lena(@krimdhendeshkim), Abi (@offbrandthorin), fear is the mind killer(@houseofhollow), fear is the mind killer(@houseofhollow), Em + V(@emandvernsbookshelf) . Alive, breathing, dry and utterly, painfully breathtaking. You might have been the one to give the blow, but that was all, and it was self-defense. Wouldnt it be cruel of James to leave such a note behind? To me, this is one of the most heartbreaking scenes in the book, as we really see how tortured James is by what he's done. The evening before he is due to be released on parole after serving ten years for an unspecified crime, Oliver Marks is approached by the lead investigator on his case, Detective Colborne. The novel concerns a murder mystery surrounding Oliver Marks, a former actor at the fictional Dellecher Shakespeare conservatory and primarily takes place during his fourth and final year at the conservatory. Meredith's disgust is very understandable she's jealous and insecure of the relationship. Villains: Wren. However why should he fake his own death? Phillipa is a mysterious character, and though we dont find out too much about her, she really grew on me throughout the story. But barely had I set foot back into the world, and it was already crumbling from under my feet, taking away my only peace, my only solace. No, I dont think so. There were four years between then and you getting released, and I swear to God I could not keep living my life the way I was. . Free from whatever reasons they thought they couldnt be together. James, being (from Olivers POV, ofc) the smartest of the group of seven, would not write his one directed letter in a Shakespeare quote if there was not an intentional meaning to be decoded under the words. 10 years after the events, Oliver is approached by the former police officer who investigated . Yeah, I remember that. I smiled, sadly. Oliver's narrative voice is self-deprecatory, revealing that he thinks of himself as a side character in his own story. . And he wouldve trusted Oliver to understand it as well. Because there, in that moment, with his skin sweating against mine, I realized I didnt really care what we did next. "Despite being a classic Flash villain, the original Captain Boomerang spent more time fighting Green Arrow in this universe His last appearance was in the Arrow season 5 finale, where he cornered Malcolm Merlyn who had stepped on a landmine, they both exploded" If youre looking for more dark academia books to read, there are plenty of great titles to try such as Ace of Spades by Faridah bk-ymd, and Bunny by Mona Awad. To protect you, to have you. But only after I thought I couldnt go to you. I corrected. Rio. Hearing James voice helped. But our lips were currently occupied and couldnt be bothered with such mundane things as poetry or love confessions. Reddit and its partners use cookies and similar technologies to provide you with a better experience. He sat by himself in the farthest corner, loath to look up from his notebook. At that, James crashed his lips against mine, rearranging himself above me, taking me in, as I allowed him to do whatever he liked. What if benvolio walked up and said its me?, SHE DOES CHANGE THE END BY LETTING OLIVER KNOW IT WAS FAKE BEFORE IT WAS TOO LATE! [3] On Goodreads, it has an average rating of 4.2 stars out of five. Sure, they're utter trainwrecks who would be unendurable in real . Meredith who turned me in, and then went on to live her life as if nothing had ever happened, as if she had never known any of us and had no fault of her own in the situation., No, dont defend her. I knew when youd be getting out, and I waited. Rio 354 pages. We sat across from each other, maybe only an arms length distance between us, only the two coffee mugs and the plain wooden table as a barrier. Looking in hindsight, it was almost stupid how we hadnt managed to understand our own feelings when we had actually had the chance to act on them. So what do you all think? I almost frowned, not quite understanding his surprise. But when the teachers change up the casting, a good-natured . This always seemed to be the case for James and me, all those years ago and all these years after. Oliver, I thought they would tell you right away, I thought they would give you the note right away. I know many in the DA community have read this book and so, I thought we should have a conversation about THAT ending. We knew how to enunciate, how to use our emotions to the benefit of every single sentence that fell out of our lips. She admits that she was the one who told Colborne to arrest James at the performance, as he confessed to her one day after an intense rehearsal. She did the right thing by going and talking to the detective when she learned about James because she KNEW James was gonna drag Oliver down with him, and he did just that, even when colborne had his suspicions that it was never Oliver. The scene James quoted in his letter to Oliver it has meaning. But no concrete evidence was ever found. Trotzdem ist der junge Schauspieler glcklich am renommierten Dellecher College, einer abgeschiedenen Welt mit flackernden . What exactly are you referring to? He asked, carefully. All that was left was an odd feeling of peace, one I was afraid would disappear as soon as James woke up, when the quiet of sleep would be interrupted with our having to face the reality of our situation. A simple general note and those specific lines to Oliver. Their reconnection is very fast paced because I personally believe that weve had enough slow-burn in the actual book, so lets just let the boys be happy together as fast as we can. Better than ever, he whispered, closing his eyes; peaceful. Officer, I plead guilty to the murder of Richard Stirling.. He uses a mash-up of different lines from Lear to try to tell Oliver what he's going through without saying it outright using the Fool's line from Act 1, Scene 4 and then skipping ahead to a scene between Edmund and Edgar. It was absurd, really, that it had taken us so long to realize that. i feel like that would make any person go mad. We fell asleep right there, on James small couch, with him draped over me like a human blanket, his limbs lost in mine, and our breathing happening in synch. It doesnt matter. So I still think he's canonically alive but it's not super in character, idk. M.L. James, I know youre angry and you have a right to be. And of course there was Colin, standing there, slouching slightly, a look of absolute terror, pure and raw as daylight, adorning his features. James poured us two mugs and gestured for me to sit at the small kitchen table. His body never located, only his car and the two letters he wrote. Because I love you. Oliver admits that he was in love with James while they were together, but says that he also loved her. The plot is framed as the memories of Oliver Marks upon his release from prison, as told to the former detective who put him there. With directions of a path no one else would even dream of walking, even if I explained, even if I tried to make them understand. That explains His eyes flashed around the room in despair. I got up, never letting go, and moved to the chair next to him, so we could be closer. What we were. And maybe for just a split second, I, too, knew what drowning felt like.James Farrow stood before me. Meredith was scared, and a bit drunk. Flatiron Books, 2017. And they could finally be together. It's not the whole truth. Words: Jonathan Wells. He wasnt done yet, but his rant grew smaller, sadder. The scene was also very quiet, the sound of the waves being the only lullaby to our wavering voices. Not too soon, I shook my head. And certainly not now. Content Transparency: This book contains adult material, including forms of violence/self-harm, scenes of emotional intensity, offensive language, and substance abuse. None of the others would have appeased my unsettled thoughts; and why should they? James, we would have ended up exactly here. Just James's thoughts and emotions. I am once again returning to the land of dark academia for a (spoiler) review of If We Were Villains by M.L. If We Were Villains is the debut novel of American author M. L. Rio, first published in 2017 by Flatiron Books. To avenge the girl you loved?. editing this to add that this is what I clearly and personally WANT to be true, but I'm also not sure it makes complete sense knowing how the guilt would have genuinely eaten up at James etcso either 1) he is alive and kept living to wait for Oliver and Oliver alone, or 2) he's dead, idk why he left that hint, it makes sense that he's dead, my heart is broken obviously, but I still dk why he'd leave that passage. Yes, that. Said in words others could hear, but only I would listen to. And, if Im honest, part of me felt avenged by the idea that you would suffer a bit, too. Until that year, we saw no further than the books in front of our faces.<br>On the day Oliver Marks is released from jail, the man who put him there is waiting at the door. 151,260 ratings28,731 reviews. Whether we would go back into the world together and tell everyone we knew that James was still alive or if I would simply fake my own death and join him in our peaceful afterlife, I didnt care. Many readers including Cynthia d'Aprix Sweeney, the writer of The Nest, compared this novel to Donna Tartt's The Secret History. I dont think its a happy ending, but a tragic one. Change Photo Log Report Last Update: 4 weeks . Thank you, I renewed it all myself. However, Ive been asking myself why fake his death, then? But I really like this idea. I actually came all the way here intending to do so, he confessed. Rio draws on her training as an actor to create the world of an elite drama school ripped apart by a disaster of Shakespearean proportions. I would find a way to apologize to her, but being honest, I suspect she always knew that if James had stayed in the picture, me and her wouldnt stand a chance. He got blackout drunk before James could keep her company in his mind. The night before auditions for Julius Caesar, one of the studentsAlexandersuggests that the auditions are pointless as all seven have been consistently typecast the hero (James), the villain (Alexander), the tyrant (Richard), the temptress (Meredith), the ingnue (Wren), and the unlucky two consigned to bit parts (Oliver and Filippa). I stared at him for a moment, raising my hand so the pads of my fingers could trace the lines of his face, making sure he was real. James knew Oliver would be free in 4 years. And in this case the letter does get to Romeo (Oliver) in time and he finds his Juliet (James). He had killed himself, drowned, joining his sins in the only way he knew how. (LogOut/ I did consider actually drowning myself, you know? Rio [EBOOK AND AUDIOBOOK]<br><br>Enter the players. And nothing in a story is not intentional. I closed my eyes and felt him shuddering against me, his whole body shaking in growing intensity. When the door came within reaching distance, I knocked, forcefully. These characters speak Shakespeare like a language in its own right, with double meanings layered into every sentence. At the cast party, Richard punches a student who had been flirting with Meredith. During the performance, Oliver discovers that James is in love with Wren. To leave behind hope? When Oliver returns to Dellecher, he cleans the Castle as part of his new custodial duties, overhearing a visit from Detective Colborne and his partner, during which Colborne admits that, despite the official ruling, he does not believe Richard's death to be an accident. He is a powerful being from the Nightmare Realm who is trillions of years old and is only interested in spreading chaos and is the archenemy of Dipper and Stanford Pines. Regret it? He asked, in a small voice. The Merchant of Venice is a very racially controversial play. His hand, which had been holding onto my shoulder, started stroking my skin right there, and he slowly cracked his eyes open, blinking away the sleep and the dried tears in them, and taking my face in. We were blind., Yeah, we were. Where the end of scene 7 should have gone. M. L. Rio: If we were villains. Youre alive, were the stupid words coming out of my own mouth. Honestly when I read about Jameses last visit it already had suicide connotations and his death reveal did not surprise me. If We Were Villains: The sensational TikTok Book Club pick - Kindle edition by Rio, M. L.. Download it once and read it on your Kindle device, PC, phones or tablets. I didnt even wait for her to come home., I texted her, told her I was going away for a while, maybe my sisters.. The last and only kiss we had ever shared had been a fleeting thing, almost unnoticeable, and how it felt had been lost in my brain amongst everything else that happened that night. In fact, in the Act 4 Prologue, Colbourne asks Oliver if he blames Shakespeare for any of it, and Oliver says he blames Shakespeare for all of it. I stood before the rusted door, salt air filling up my lungs as the cold breeze ruffled my hair. The next morning, Oliver and Meredith are awoken by Filippa. But it also alludes that Oliver can never find normal/peace. James Farrow stood before me. aka James' pov (mostly) behind the original . The two tentatively resume their relationship. Us. No, I said more firmly, not allowing James to go down that road. Oliver and James. by mlrio. I pulled our hands to my lips and kissed them. (LogOut/ LibraryThing catalogs yours books online, easily, quickly and for free. 4 guests See a recent post on Tumblr from @secrethistoryfan about if we were villains. i hate this feeling of not knowing and i thin thats exactly what the author was going for. It would have only tortured Oliver with false hope, and . Oliver meets up with Meredith, moves in with her and slowly finds his way back to a somewhat normal everyday. If wed crossed this line before everything happened.. (LogOut/ I say hes alive. For pleasure and for life. They never found a body. I WANT him to be alive and waiting for Oliver but it makes too little sense and I can't help but think of this one line from one of the previous chapters. Check out the Cast List for If We Were Villains first! Wenn aus Freunden Feinde werden - Roman. "It was good that I had taken the time to breathe before setting the scene into motion, because once the door opened, complaining slightly at its hinges, my lungs stopped. I brushed a strand of his hair away from his eyes, placing it behind his ear. In the very first scene, Oliver says, "We did wicked things, but they were necessary, . My favourite characters in the book are Phillipa and James, two of the students in Olivers friendship group. Hi, he replied, his voice still slow and rusted from sleep. I remembered there was an abandoned cottage near the beach, in Del Norte. I think youve been mad at me for a long time., Of course Im mad at you. You wanted to help him, but I told you to let be, do you remember that? I saw this place, and it got me thinking of you. Cmon, Oliver, she wasnt any saint. Dark Academia is an aesthetic and subculture dedicated to the pursuit of knowledge. My whole body responded immediately to the pull, and, before I could gather my own thoughts, I was getting up from the chair again, this time moving to sit on James lap, straddling him. Suspicious of the official story, Colborne announces his retirement from the police force and asks Oliver to finally tell him the truth. For you. Please consider turning it on! Only long enough for me to finally realize that I could never give myself to her like that, no matter how much I loved her, no matter how attracted to her I ever was. Afterwards, Oliver discovers a bloodstained piece of fabric in the fireplace and hides it among some discarded sets in the Fine Arts Building. Having everyone around but being so alone. After wed all been in it together for so long? He raised his voice, angry. The following morning, as Oliver cleans their dorm room, he discovers a bloodstained boat hook hidden in James' mattress. After the show, the students throw a party during which a drunk and jealous Richard ends up attacking James, nearly drowning him in the lake where the play was staged. If We Were Villains is the debut novel of American author M. L. Rio first published in 2017. 10 7 12 tracks. Oliver, James whispered, no more than a breath out of his lips; relief, pain, and surprise all mingled together. 100% loved and adored this novel. Single Sentence Summary: At an elite art college, seven young acting students (performing only Shakespeare) are the best of friends until one is found dead and another is charged with the murder. No body found. . aka James pov (mostly) behind the original story since the end of the performance of King Lear. Because of all the crimes I have committed, loving you has always been my favorite. We were quite blind, werent we? I wanted to laugh. James blinked at me. Warner Bros. Another one of the most frequently discussed of DC's canceled movies is the Batman movie directed by and starring Ben Affleck. plus philipa saying he felt the emotion on four it makes sense that hes dead youre right. It sure as hell felt as such. Rating: 2.5/5. No more coherent words would be said anytime soon, both of us knew that. If We Were Villains by M. L. Rio (debut) Publisher: Macmillan Release Date: April 11, 2017 Length: 368 pages Buy on Amazon. Its nice, inside, I commented, offhand. If We Were Villains was named one of Bustle's Best Thriller Novels of the Year, and Mystery Scene says, "A well-written and gripping ode to the . The tragedy is that Oliver will have to live with the fact that James is out there and that they can never be together. I stood ready to poke at a broken nose, ready to see if it would still bleed out, or if maybe, only maybe, I could find a way to unbreak it. I see. He looked down at our tangled hands, and I could see it in his eyes trying to make sense of my feelings. I couldnt have Filippa over for lunch and not talk about it, but talking about it was too much to stomach, even with her. You had no right to take my place., Yes, but what were you protecting me from? Somewhere. We stumbled down the short hallway that connected it to the living room, and, somehow, made our way to James bed. While one would expect a book about Shakespearean actors to have lots of Shakespeare references, If We Were Villains goes above and beyond. By accepting all cookies, you agree to our use of cookies to deliver and maintain our services and site, improve the quality of Reddit, personalize Reddit content and advertising, and measure the effectiveness of advertising. Whatd changed, mostly, was his hair, but the grey, almost in smoking tones, looked good on him. Even in the throws of desperation, James wouldve understood the context behind his chosen text. and if we follow Pericles, he was also separated from his family and they thought he was dead before reuniting. But mostly, I was thinking about how I couldnt actually leave you. Oliver and his friends play the same roles . I think what I couldnt do was pretend anymore. I'm inclined to believe that James is still alive, as it doesn't seem to fit with his character to leave that note for Oliver if he was intending to die. Mhmm yeah, I know what you mean. Maybe we were just stupid to not have known all along. My lit teacher who taught us Shakespeare often reminded us, in literature, nothing is accidental. Richard injures Oliver and James, as they practice the assassination scene from "Julius Caesar". So the aforementioned line suggests that this tragedy is no different and we don't get the happy ending we want but we are given false hope. We have provided additional context below. Your something is something else entirely.. Soon enough, the kitchen was smelling nice, the aroma filling my chest and giving me a newfound strength. have not finished reading If We Were Villains, we respectfully suggest that you consider waiting before reviewing this guide. Yes, Meredith was scared, and hurt but she was also jealous., Dont do that. james doesn't want to be found. The New York Times called it "at once good and bad. Change), You are commenting using your Facebook account. One that James had once, jokingly, said hed like to move in, just so he could stay close to the water. 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